I had one of those dreaded rollercoaster days. I was tired getting up. Very tired. But I worked anyway. I felt a lot better all of a sudden. Then things went down hill. But I got my spirits back up. Followed by an incident with a little meltdown. I ended the day going up. Everything done that needed to be done. Oh wait. HELP! NO! Okay. Everything done that needed to be done except for one thing. A million things left to do. But who cares. I can do them tomorrow. I see the progress. It might be small. But progress it is, and as long as I don't let. Now I will go and finish those invitations so they can be handed out tomorrow!
Realizing I was a hoarder was both a shock and a relief. A shock, because nobody wants to have a mental disorder. A relief, because my situation finally had a name. I found people who could relate. Knowing the problem helps solving it. I can step aside and look at the situation from a more neutral point of view. Why am I blogging about it? 2 reasons. 1. Putting my thoughts into words helps me think more clearly. 2. If this helps just one, who is like me, see the light it was more than worth it!
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