I wish I could say 5 days away did me good. It was emotionally challenging and physically exhausting. My back is still hurting and I swear my parents must have some kind of parasites hiding in the beds. If I brought them home with me I will have a hard time forgiving that.
The car is still a mess, the rest of the trip has been cleared away. Tomorrow is Monday. New week, new room.
Why am I doing this?
Realizing I was a hoarder was both a shock and a relief. A shock, because nobody wants to have a mental disorder. A relief, because my situation finally had a name. I found people who could relate. Knowing the problem helps solving it. I can step aside and look at the situation from a more neutral point of view. Why am I blogging about it? 2 reasons. 1. Putting my thoughts into words helps me think more clearly. 2. If this helps just one, who is like me, see the light it was more than worth it!
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