I ate my weight in chocolate. Well. Maybe not quite but close enough.
I managed to do 2 loads, the walk, the blogging, but not in one day. Who cares. I am surviving day to day an am getting more than done the last couple of weeks, even if to be honest, that isn't that hard. It's hard to be happy when you constantly feel like failing. Maybe being happy should be my top priority.
Realizing I was a hoarder was both a shock and a relief. A shock, because nobody wants to have a mental disorder. A relief, because my situation finally had a name. I found people who could relate. Knowing the problem helps solving it. I can step aside and look at the situation from a more neutral point of view. Why am I blogging about it? 2 reasons. 1. Putting my thoughts into words helps me think more clearly. 2. If this helps just one, who is like me, see the light it was more than worth it!
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