For some reason last Wednesday felt like a Monday. I even told Luke he can take a toy to school. It was hard to explain to him, that Mom messed up and that it was Wednesday not Monday which is the official bring a toy to school day.
Now the funny thing is, by 8 pm I thought it was Thursday night. That day was so full it felt like I used up the energy of one whole week.
Realizing I was a hoarder was both a shock and a relief. A shock, because nobody wants to have a mental disorder. A relief, because my situation finally had a name. I found people who could relate. Knowing the problem helps solving it. I can step aside and look at the situation from a more neutral point of view. Why am I blogging about it? 2 reasons. 1. Putting my thoughts into words helps me think more clearly. 2. If this helps just one, who is like me, see the light it was more than worth it!
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