BLAND

Today was an absolutely bland day. Nothing really happend. The day just kind of evaporated. Now everyone is asleep and I climbed out of bed to not wake my husband with my crying. I am not even sure what it is. I feel so stuck.

I still want a day, that is just about me. I want to be spoilt from head to toe and not worrying about having another week ahead of me with a total of 5 additional appointments during the day and 2 evening ones.

I wish I could just have a crying fit and sob it all out, but that moment is past. I'll be a big girl. Update my calendar and be responsible and go back to bed. Tomorrow will be busy, I better be rested.