FREE TO LIVE

Realizing I was a hoarder was both a shock and a relief. A shock, because nobody wants to have a mental disorder. A relief, because my situation finally had a name. I found people who could relate. Knowing the problem helps solving it. I can step aside and look at the situation from a more neutral point of view. Why am I blogging about it? 2 reasons. 1. Putting my thoughts into words helps me think more clearly. 2. If this helps just one, who is like me, see the light it was more than worth it!

2017-03-13

FIRE FIGHTER

I am done being a fire fighter. It seems it is all I ever do. I had a bad week last week. I just let things go. Not terribly, in theory I am only 4 hours and 50 min behind, but we know that is not legal so I am just fine.

I am just done with the fires. It seems I only ever get to do things that somehow made it to the top of the list be being labeled:"Most urgent"

It is simply too exhausting.

I still don't know how to change it. I think the problem is how I do things. I just take too much time and never get anywhere. I am trying so hard, working so hard and still, I don't really see results.

I want results NOW! I don't want to work for a year to see things happening. I guess I will have to.

FREE TO LIVE

2017-03-13

FIRE FIGHTER

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