NON STOP

I feel like I have been running around like crazy for the last 4 weeks. Always something. Additional appointments by the dozen. So far I have succeeded. Therapy seems to be doing wonders. Sometimes I go for hours at full speed and I can handle it and I might be tired but I don't feel despair. I have days where I feel like my normal self again. I see that I am able to handle it all.

I really enjoy therapy. Don't get me wrong it is not a fun hour of being spoiled and told how awesome I am. It is hard work. I usually park the car 10 min away and walk for 10 min before and after as that helps me unwind. This week I was late so I had to park right there to make it on time. When I got back into the car I was exhausted. My hands started shaking and I had to take a minute to compose myself. Often I cry on the way home. Just to relief all the tension. It is hard work. Fortunately it pays a nie dividend.