FREE TO LIVE

Realizing I was a hoarder was both a shock and a relief. A shock, because nobody wants to have a mental disorder. A relief, because my situation finally had a name. I found people who could relate. Knowing the problem helps solving it. I can step aside and look at the situation from a more neutral point of view. Why am I blogging about it? 2 reasons. 1. Putting my thoughts into words helps me think more clearly. 2. If this helps just one, who is like me, see the light it was more than worth it!

2018-01-16

MY NEW LIFE

I was in the middle of cleaning my bathroom when I dropped everything to write this post. I have a new life. It has lasted for 3 days and a part of me wonders how long it will last. Deep down inside I know it will last for as long as I let it. My new life started 3 days ago. It feels like it changed from one moment to the next, but if I look closer I know this is a process that has been going on for a long time. At least for 9 months. 3 days ago I went through an emotional earthquake. Instead of things going to pieces like they usually do, the single pieces fell together to become one.

For the first time in what seems forever I am at peace with my self. At peace with who I am and at peace with where I am at.

FREE TO LIVE

2018-01-16

MY NEW LIFE

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