Realizing I was a hoarder was both a shock and a relief. A shock, because nobody wants to have a mental disorder. A relief, because my situation finally had a name. I found people who could relate. Knowing the problem helps solving it. I can step aside and look at the situation from a more neutral point of view. Why am I blogging about it? 2 reasons. 1. Putting my thoughts into words helps me think more clearly. 2. If this helps just one, who is like me, see the light it was more than worth it!
2013-10-26
1 STEP FORWARD 2 STEPS BACK
That is how I feel at the moment. I worked so hard. Then life got in the way. Now I start over. Of course not all the way. But the abominable pile doubled in size again as I had the need for an emergency clean up and those 4 baskets filled with "miscelleaneous" all ended up in my bedroom. I am back to climbing into my bed over the footboard. I feel incompetent and overwhelmed. I fell like I let everyone in the household down. I know how much time it will take to clear out those 4 baskets. Once more I feel like I can never tackle this mountain. At the moment I lack a vision. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
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