MONDAY RANT

The title should be enough of a warning.

I don't like myself today. I am sick of myself.

• I am done being fat and messy. 
• I am done being depressed and tired.
• I am done reaching out without feeling heard or seen or understood. 
• I am done doing the same redundant tasks day after day after day. 
• I am done letting my husband carry all the burden and feeling sorry for myself.
• I am done being too stupid to keep an eye on the clock to pick up my child on time. 
• I am done prepping meals and cleaning up the stupid kitchen. 
• I am done being the only one in this house who actually gets rid of things for a change. 
• I am done running from myself.
• I am done feeling stuck.
• I am done crying.

Wait. no. I am not. I'll go cry some more.